Waiting for My IVF Journey to Begin

At the moment I am waiting to start my IVF Journey. The plan is to start down regging on day 2 of my next cycle (before the 25th of July) and then start sniffing on the 2nd of August. Monash IVF Rockhampton has everyone cycle together so they can do EPU all in one week every 6 weeks.

I have chosen a new donor and have made arrangements to extend my credit card limit so that I don't have to be out of pocket while I wait for medicare to pay me back.

I have a nurses appointment on the 24th of July to go through all of the meds and learn how to use the injector pen Then that night I have an information night at the hospital that all first time IVFers have to attend before starting. All I can think of is that I will be the only single one there. Might have to take my Mum along so she knows where to take me for EPU

The funny thing is that one of my customers at work will also be attending the information night, she has been telling me all about how her and her husband are starting IVF and I have let her know that I am too. The only thing is that I don't think that she has got the fact that I am doing this by myself. I haven't said to her that I am, but have made suggestions in the way that I talk - eg. I am doing IVF, I am going to the information night, I am using monash etc.

So now I am freaking out that more people that I know will be there too. why am I bothered by this? I have been up front to almost everyone and now that I have to do IVF I really want to keep it to myself.